Damn..
this feeling is killing me, finally gt a hands on on my frens comp...this is really sickening...hai
how to feel true betrayler? i dun know, maybe someday i will find out everything, i suppose that maybe once in awhile..shit like this happens...
i dun really want to let my feelings be known, juz for now..maybe a few or maybe 1 will know, but i duno whether i will see that day come...i've nt felt like this for more then a year...since my last break up or rather, my one 1...i guess i usually like my frens be happy then me? but when will i find happiness? i've no idea...all i know is maybe i will be broken hearted...
if ever i'll feel happier, i hope the rest of the world will feel it too, like i said, i rather let my frens be happy...
what are secrets? i dun really know but i guess some secrets are better left unsaid...looks like another sleepless night for me..wtf...nt like i have a life or anything.
thanks to the true frens who are reading n there for me! really appreciate it...and a new one, ting =)
i really feel like shit...damn, no matter how hard i try, it ends up wif nothing...rather this blog entry i didnt write it...i may regret this...but oh well..life goes on...
with or without frens..
goodnight