This I Promise You

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Who are you among the F4 guys??
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haha, always knew i was jerry, i should think, right from the start? =) haha..kidding !

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 10:57 PM.

Monday, June 28, 2004

Hi people,hmm, whats there to update? oh well, i change my internet connection speed to 1500k..last time was 512k, yea..seems to be faster..when loading web pages and such =)

Just wish her good luck for her JCTs by calling her, yea, chat for a short, very short while..but my heart seems happy, like a gentle peacefulness was filled when i heard her voice...like a gentle wave crashing over the shores..and you are just there, alone with nothing surrounding you..just the waves and you and all you have is calmness..i just dont know how to describe the feeling but it is the feeling that you really want to pursue, to achieve that sense of peace and quietness..it is almost beautiful.

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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really ar..sigh..

Take the quiz: "What Finding Nemo Person Are You?"

Nemo
You are very friendly

Nemmmmo!!

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:06 PM.

Friday, June 25, 2004

Bird

Hiii people! yup yup,updated my blog once again, now with new headings like Movie to watch and links to the websites, thanks to jam for asking me to put it in =) haha! anyway, one of the reason why i am up blogging and updating at this time of the hour cause i cant sleep..yea,some things..nvm, anyhoos! this blog is set to BLOW everybody's mind away and also for certain people..haha! still got other headings to add..and also to update my own profile..yea..but that will be for another time, gd nite people~!

Chu:haha,ESPECIALLY for u! jealous alr? hahaha,kidding!!!

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 3:16 AM.

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Love One Another

Hehe!! hows the new blog? nice not? =) now i can even upload pix *cheers* haha, thanks to chu for helping me with the selection. but u are not around to see the final result, haha,anyhoos, still need to add archives and enter my profile and also my wishlist!! hope u guys like the new blog !! take care all ! *hugs*

jam: i needa know to remove the blogger ad on top of my blog =( tell me k? *miss ya*

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:19 PM.

Monday, June 21, 2004

Presents time! haha, i know all of u guys are excited about it huh ? haha..didnt buy much stuff in M'sia lar..but those that i could buy, hope u guys enjoy it k =)just found whatever that i could get for u guys that i think u guys would want it =)

Chu: hehe, bought u a F.I.R cd, the lastest i hope..dunno, hope u like it yea? u in suspense or not ? haha =)

Nette: third eye blink blue cd, yea..pass it to u soon k..*hugs*

Angela: arr!! bought u your b'dae prezzie so cannot tell u!haha, but i hope its something that u like k =)

Gil: tibits!! nice k, though i dont know what u want, so buy u tibits l0r..hehe =)

Yea,thats the list, haha, only a few h0r? hehe, nxt time go aust buy something more for u guys k!! =)

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:23 PM.

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Hey people! just came back from my hols trip, well, i came back yesterday anyhoos, yea. It was alright lar,not really that fun but it could be better! was in KL! haha gil =) went shopping there,my god, its really expensive stuff in KL k..except the food, but the others were much more expensive. yea, well, it was central KL after all so u cant blame it =)

more interesting facts, i put on weight! 4kg to be exact! haha, is that alot for me? i dunno but guess it was worth it going there to malaysia and eating like a P I G . yea..haha =P oh yea, found some cheap shops selling cds..ok lar..some of them was cheaper then they were in s'pore so bought some, yea =) haha.

okie, shall update later on, do u guys wanna know what i gotten for u ? tag me if u wanna know, then i shall post it up for u guys k *hugs* cya later! =)

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 1:42 PM.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Aragorn

If I were a character in The Return of the King, I would be Aragorn, a Dunedain and a descendant of the lost line of ancient kings.

In the movie, I am played by Viggo Mortensen.

Who would you be?
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The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 2:23 AM.

heya people, im going to malacca tomorrow,yea..gona be for a 3 days trip..not very long huh ? but yea, jus to let u guys know k, those who read my blog anyway which are is like 4?5? yea..kk,cya guys friday

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 12:48 AM.

Saturday, June 12, 2004

okie,went to see harry potter just now with most of my relative.yea,it was good, better then the first 2 shows i would say =)

dont want to say alot,just a short post..maybe another time =)

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 1:15 AM.

Monday, June 07, 2004

Its been nearly 1 month 3 weeks since i last talk to you, somehow, hearing your voice just now on the phone makes me feel happy despite all that has happen. I really was kinda glad, even though it was like alittle more then a minute. Glad to know that you are ok. Take care of yourself always.

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 10:49 PM.

Thursday, June 03, 2004

Is it true that, "You always hurt the one you love?"
That explains everything.
No wonder we have been taught that you should "love your enemy."
And, as we are all but powerless to inflict harm on the people we dislike,
we should surely learn to loathe our loved ones.
Then, we can never cause them pain. Er...(that's logical isn't it?)
Have you ever find it hard to be close to a particular person.
The emotional intensity of a tricky situation makes you feel inclined to walk away.
But, there is a drawback to drawing back. And anyway, can you?!

A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down.
A sack full though, makes it come right back up again. Or else it brings the onset of diabetes! We have to be careful with sweeteners.
They may attract us, but they also distract us from important realities. They make it all too easy for us to believe what we want to believe until, that is, the sugar coating wears off. Then, we can be left with a taste that is all the more bitter for the contrast. Do we need to try and train our palate to savour the true flavour of a certain situation? It is not exactly sweet but is it as sour as we fear?

Some of us love to have problems.
We like having something to complain about and blame our unhappiness on.
We fear that if we didn't have a difficulty,
there would have be no explanation for our melancholy mood.
And then we really would have a problem!
This doesn't suggest that our problems are necessarily self creating nor
would I dream of implying a slight tendency towards exaggeration
but if we just care to look out, there is always going to be something.
Always. And there is always going to be someone.
Always.
Almost always the someone and the something will be closely connected.
Either the someone will have caused the something or they will have been charged with the job of clearing it up. Or both.
Too often for comfort, we find ourselves sorting out trouble of our own creation.
But why bother? Is it the love thing?

The things we do for love! We go to great lengths, we put ourselves in positions that we would never accept under normal circumstances. If we ever regret this for a moment, we open frightening floodgates. We allow a torrent of self-criticism to come rushing into our lives. We start to be drowning in a rising river of doubt. We question what we already have done. And fear the future. And look for a reason to feel confident.

Have you ever tried to create a total blackout? It takes a lot of doing. You need a heavy curtain for every window - taped into place so that light cannot leak in from the sides. Unless it is dark outside, you will find it surprisingly difficult to eradicate all illumination. At first, you will think you have done it. But as your eyes become more sensitive, you will start to notice more and more chinks in the defence. Hard though it is to shut out light, it is ten times harder to shut out hope - and impossible to keep it out forever. We need something to help us to see a bright shaft of inspiration. But where? What?

It is said that our anxiety does not empty tomorrow of its sorrows, but only empties today of its strengths. Ok, I take your word for this , or whoever who said this, but can someone tell me how to get rid of this? How to escape the doubt? How to skip the black out scene and where to see the light?
Is this the courtesy of comparison? Should we not look at what anyone else is thinking, feeling, saying or doing!? Shall we look only at what's in our hearts? Then, we will be happy indeed?

I used to believe the theory of comparison, no matter what you have, as long as you are happy with what you have then you have it all. But what are the rules? How do we define happy? Are we ever content for what we have? Or as human beings we always urge for more and want what we don't have or we can't have?

Isn't love supposed to bring you happiness? Isn't it supposed to fulfil all your needs and help you become one with your soul and what/who you love? But why is it so painful? Why does it ache so badly that even with the strongest blackouts, and no matter where you run, it haunts you and presses your heart so hard?

Shouldn't we as rational species, believe that if we can't have something we should just move on? So why it is that it hurts more when you are near something you want and you can't have? Why can't you just simply reach out and take it? Are we made for creating complications? Making complexities and fear the reality that if we take the risk we might actually feel happy? Life's truly problematic puzzles involve issues of unquantifiable emotion or impossible paradox. Questions like, "how do you really feel?" Or, "If, right now, you could go back in time and change the past, would you still want to go back in time and change the past ?"

I close my eyes and try to skip the dilemma for today and decide I will take care of that problem tomorrow. Or, to put it all another way, some things are best not thought about.

This may not be the answer to your question,but then again, I hope its going to be of help.

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 2:01 AM.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Have you ever reached a rainbows end
Did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
Tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
Cause the magic that surrounds you
Will lift you up and guide you on your way

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
See I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally yeah

I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah

I can see it in the stars up in the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally I believe
Yes I believe

Ohh Yeah

Love keeps liftin me higher
Liftin me higher
Love keeps liftin me higher
I Said love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me
I said Love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me higher
Said love keeps liften me higher
I Said love keeps liften me high

Am still depressed..sigh, what am i feeling like this ? i just love you too much i guess..guess that how it always will be..always.

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:39 AM.