Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Sad but what can u do about it? nothing, thats the worst part, just be someone standing by and watching something terrible happen without any power whatsoever to do anything about it. A passer-by, with no direction in life...just someone different. Trying to forget what had happen but without much or little success.
On a happier note, i got my new nike shox 2.4.5 , Didnt expect my mom to get it for me but she went to buy it, weird mom i have...oh yea, asking my mom whether i can get a hamster or two, but have to go through my dad, lets hope he says ok.
Counting down to the days left...i do not know whether the day will come, but i trust for whatever reason, it will be a happy and memorable. But somehow i believe that the day will come, and when it does...will i be able to put it all behind me? or will it stay, so many questions, so few answers. Many more days to come, a new begining, a new day, a new life... a new world.
The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:41 PM.
Monday, November 15, 2004
Woohoo! finally got my hands on my Alter Bridge cd, wanted it for so long liaoz, parents didnt offer to pay for me..sigh, but oh well..nvm, i dont usually buy cds for myself, so pamper myself with my own money once in a long while =)
Today i went to orchard to run some errands for my mom, then after that went to buy the cd, its l o v e l y .. those people who wants to borrow it can ask from me ok?
I love the way I feel today
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
What will always live in me
But still I run
It’s hard to walk this path alone
Hard to know which way to go
Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change
The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:54 PM.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Hey everybody, just a random entry post...what did i do today? nothing much...was studying geog till like 6-7 at nite? then after that went down to suntec alone to eat NYDC...had a mushroom monster and a all american pizza..yup, it was nice, after that was thinking whether to eat desert or not...finally decided not to eat mudpie, yup, so i hang around for a while..saw a group of gallardos...awesome, but kinda bored after awhile yea? oh well, thats my typical day for u!
People may find it dumb...like why am i eating alone? or would waste my time just to eat at NYDC..but i dont know..guess i have nobody to eat with? yea..thats more like it...kinda sad..was there and being able to see so many of the people there having such a good times with their friends or couples..but yea..feels really alone...well, im guess im back to being myself again....just me,myself, and i.
Overall its not too bad...being alone by yourself...u can hang out, do whatever u want...but there is just an emptiness in you..that will stay there..and it just makes me wanna cry sometimes...not to have close frens that u can hang out or chill with. Wanted to go see a movie after dinner, but then felt alone, so did not do so...i hope i have somebody, anybody who would want to see a movie or two with me soon. this emptiness inside me is killing me and making me depressed, well? what to do? hope i get some good fren or so in the near future to hang out with...jamie..wish u were here to hang out yea? sigh...welcome to my life..
The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:23 PM.
Friday, November 05, 2004
Hi people,long time no update. real sorry..have exams going on yea? need to study..yup yup. Good luck to those taking exams at the moment, especially the A's people =)
My exams not that bad..still alrite..yea...somehow i now feel that i study better outside then at hm..at hm got too many distractions..actually just my comp..but still it can keep me on for the whole day..yea..go out and study better..yup
Oh my, listening to good music now, i feel that it is good lar..haha, but u guys may think otherwise =P Vertical Horizon, Creed, Hoobstank, Keane, Five For Fighting, Matchbox Twenty, Three Doors Down, Nickleback. Yup, those are what im listening to at the moment..feel like buying all their cds..haha, then can load to my ipod =)
Oh oh, wanted to get AlterBridge..still deciding whether i should buy..maybe get my parents to buy for me..hehe..take care u all ! gotta go study!! love all my close frens!!
The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 1:42 PM.
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