Monday, July 26, 2004
LOOK here! its so fucking annoying when people treats u like they want to use u, im FUCKING MEAN it! ok...im STRESSING THAT this NOT 1 or 2 people..its not only to my CLOSE FRENS, its ALSO TO THE NOT CLOSE FRENS..its like the whole world..u all got a problem with me? for what the hell for? what did i ever do to deserve this huh??? bloody hell! i darn ass hate it when people treat u like they want to use u..what the hell?? look, i treat all my frens close and non-close alike ok..u have a problem, u come to me and i'll help u out with it..all that i want is to make my frens happy ok..but when u are like alone and stuff..the whole world seems to go out of your life, nobody to msg saying"hi, how are you" and stuff like that...just a simple msg or a call asking whether u are alrite...NO! people have to disappear all of a sudden, and its like damn fucking annoying!! i repeat!! fucking annoying!! i try to help all of u people who needs my help or just to help anybody make their life happier and what do i get in return ? people hell avoiding me like im not even on earth, much less in singapore or whatsoever.. DO YOU THINK I GIVE THE HELL WHAT YOU THINK?????!!!!!!! DO YOU????!!!!!!

This is is fucking pissing annoying mood ok? u all dun care about me? fine!!! so bloody be it! you think im here entertaining all of u people...even my close frens can forget me! what the hell!?!? go on everybody, be piss at me. why dont you! very happy right? feels damn fucking good to be like that right? do anybody ever cares how i feel ???? or what im going through?! this itself is UTTER COMPLETELY BULLSHIT! its bad enough that im here, all alone, writing this SHIT POST and all you people are in bed dreaming on whatever dreams that may be happening!
 
Look here,im not gona be an asshole here ok ? if you guys dont want to read this, then to hell with u guys!!! i had enough of this shit already! u all wanna treat me like dirt, like somebody who is not here, u all feel good when people helps u in times of need or make u feel happier..what the fucking hell?!?! i dont expect people to show concern on me or do whatever.. u all can go on your life likes nothing ever happen. pretended i never even publish this post!! who the hell is gona care for me after all that i done for everybody!!? i always like to help people whenever they need help or even just lent my support, and I DONT EXPECT ANYTHING IN RETURN!! but do anybody have the courtesy to show your friendship to me?? close people that i have not seen for like 1 month or so choose to ignore me, fine go ahead..look, u all dont even have to remember me anymore ok? so be it! i prefer to be fucking alone then to be used by frens who use me only just because i dont know for whatever the hell reasons that u have!
 
Im like mostly happy all the time, but there is a few times like this when u do NOT CROSS ME!! im NOT the fun,dazzle amusment park that u can go on rides whenever u feel like it, im a HUMAN, not a darn ROBOT and i've got feelings TOO!! im EXACTLY like anybody else who feels lonely, not wanted, sad, happy, joyful ! everything darn thing that u feel i do too!!! i will definetly gurantee that if u try crossing me, u'll have hell to pay for!!! dont expect merry cherrful things after all that u people done for me! cause when i've come to this stage..nothing in the world matters anything to me!! u want hell? i'll give u hell!! u choose the wrong guy to mess with ok !?! n im in a damn unhappy mood as all of u people can see!!! dont play with me!!
 
[P.S] THIS IS FOR EVERYBODY!!! NOT A PARTICULAR PERSON!

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